Niche:a place or position suitable or appropriate for a person .
Ever since we were younger, fitting in has always been pretty important. Now before you start giving me the speech about how "fitting in isn't that important and sometimes its not good" just stop. I would never advise someone to try and fit in with a crowd thats obviously up to no good, or even for something trivial. But at some point in our lives, we need to fit in somewhere. Currently, i am surrounded by respectful, trustworthy and spiritual people. Although this is a huge difference from being in high school and I am more than happy to be surrounded by people with the same moral values I have, I found myself wondering "do I really fit in with them?"Dont get me wrong, I really enjoy their company and we do have a good time together, but I feel as if something is missing. I don't want to say that there is no chemistry, cause that sounds waaay too cliche. Shouldn't friends have mutual feelings for each other? How often is it okay to wonder if your friends are enjoying your company as much as your enjoying theirs?
Maybe its not the niche tho. Who knows, maybe I'm thinking too much into it (wouldn't be the first time) or maybe I'm just not trying enough to fit into my niche. Just answer me this, when does it stop being fitting in and start becoming just you changing who you are for a group of people? I know i have some changes to make.....but what if I look in the mirror one morning and don't even recognize the face that's looking back at me?
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